lost from this world?? LOL

my BF, sin-sin, asked me on YM : where are you jo? you're like lost from this world. did your mother and your father angry about your rank?

well, i'm a little bit dissapointed cause i can't keep my rank. i just got 2nd possition in my class. and edwin is the first, then tico is the third. but, i'm not so sad. not frustated. just dissapointed to my self.

so bloggiest, i'm still awake. but i just long time no post. that is because i'm too lazy to open my notebook, connect my modem, open google chrome. i'm too bussy with my korean serial and my romantical drama. haha

by the way, i'll go to manado at sunday, 28th of june.

okay bloggiest, it's all for now, bye :)

keep smiling for the peace of the world :)

Unimportant Post

Hey guys.. here I am ago. Just a few inches from my laptop with my BlackBerry and the TV remote. By the way, I'm at Balikpapan now. I need more refresh from school. I also want to watch the World Cup. Coz I can't watch it at my house. I don't know why. I was so disappointed cause I missed the opening ceremony. Hiks hiks

Well, I'm here waiting for something not important. I'm waiting for someone's chat. Bzzz. He didn't replay my chat. I'm a little disappointed. I'm like a fool people, yeah. I feel so fool cause I'm waiting someone which is not available now. He's not single. He's got a girlfriend. Then, is that wrong?? Actually, I'm not in love with him. I'm just a fool fan of him. Huh.

Okay, bloggiest. This post is not so important to read. So skip it if you're busy.

I'm pro for brazil for world cup. so, what about you??

It's enough for now. Bye.

Keep smiling for the peace of the earth J

Saat Kamu Pergi

Saat kamu pergi..

Tak tahu berapa banyak air mataku yang jatuh..

Saat kamu pergi..

Aku tak tahu bagaimana caranya bernafas lagi..

Saat kamu pergi..

Otot jantungku serasa kehilangan kemampuannya untuk berdetak..

Saat kamu pergi..

Aku lemah..

Lemah sehingga tak bisa berlari mengejarmu..

Aku mohon kepadamu..

Jangan pergi..

Karena sebenarnya, kamu pergi dan melupakan sesuatu..

Kamu lupa mengembalikan hatiku yang terus kamu bawa bersamamu..

Jadi kuulangi sekali lagi..

Jangan pergi..

Jangan tinggalkan aku..

Ku mohon..

FORGIVING <3

Hello bloggiest J long time no post. I was so busy with my exams. But it's over now. Actually, I'm a lil' disappointed with my result. I's out of my expectation. Well, forget bout it. I want to discussing bout FORGIVING here.

First, I have a problem with my friend. We won't discussing bout that here. I want to discussing FORGIVING that related with this problem. Well, I've try to apologize, but she didn't want to forgive me. I don't know why. But If I were her, I'll forgive someone that said 'sorry' to me. Why? Cause actually, when you're forgiving someone, you're not only released him/her from sins, but you're also released yourself from hatred. We all know, when you hate someone, you're also in a big sin. Hate = Sin. Don't forget it.

In the end, I wanna say, say sorry as long as you can. Forgive your enemy as long as you can. Our God also want to forgive us. So why we can't?

Oke bloggiest. It's all for now. Sorry if I were made some mistake. Sorry if I offended some people.

Keep smiling for the peace of the earth J